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Catatonia
03:30
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I'm staring at you whimper... Counting every shed tear
As you whisper to deaf ears with a blizzard
of profanity, The familiar phrase..
are you understanding me? Angel, are you afraid?
You try to hold me closer, I'm dazed, but so tense
That when you try to pull with your strength, I don't bend
I see you beg, and with my mind I try to respond
but physically, my body's already gone
and I'm trying to say something, anything to let you know
This is just a merry go round I can't control..
God embedded me and then he hit the pause button
You really think that when you were weeping I saw nothing?
I absorbed the stimulus, I couldn't react
Maybe I'm blind, but you were too dumb to see that
Rigid and stiff, in the same fucking position
For three hours, and you don't even understand I'm missing
You didn't see it from my side
Maybe If I dipped you in ice you wouldn't mind
How many times you're gonna scream at me
Obscenities like I'm the reason that I'm seeing things
and freeze, I need some clarity,
The cacophony in my head again
I didn't need a pill, I needed your love as a medicine
I was stepping in your doors as sickly,
I couldn't put my feet on the floor as simply
As deciding it's time.. put my life on the line
Travelling from the west to the East,
You promised you'd be protective of me
but I'm stiff as a stone
because I didn't fit a mold...
I am different, you didn't know? I told you
I'm miserable, utilized as a stepping stone
My heart is a graveyard,
You provided the bed of snow
Trying to let you go,
because I'm realizing you're gonna throw me away
but my conscious will never show
Any improvement, so when I return..
I'm gonna lose this,
and maybe find a way to remain lucid
I'm so stiff and pathetic...
Pathetic,
Baby hold my wrists and tell me I'm worth it..
Please... Just please believe me
If I had a way to rid me of this I wouldn't leave
I can't speak, I'm still as a statue, with a migraine
My brain, decides this to hide pain...
Why blame the person that can't handle it
I'm nothing but a time bomb and a source of abandonment
You didn't see it from my side
Maybe If I dipped you in ice you wouldn't mind
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Don't Let Go Of Me
02:30
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wandering with razorblade slits
Bleeding in the rain, witnessing my veins drip
Struggling to walk, as I stumble in the blackness
Staring straight forward, while descending into madness
Drinking every drop from the bottle that I have gripped
Thinking of my girl, she is sleeping on my mattress
Thought about the pattern, suddenly a light flashed
Jumping to the side, broken glass and a slight crash
landed on the ground, and suddenly I lost it
Screaming so loud you could hear from my apartment
Then I see my girl Jog, all the way to my face
Standing in the rain, tears falling as she vibrates
It's so fucking cold, and you didn't bring a jacket
Come to think about it I don't think that I have it
I don't want your help, I don't care what you're telling me
Let go of me, You wanna fucking die in the rain while you're holding me?
Even though I'm fighting you,
Please don't let go of me
Please, pretty please don't let go of me
I'm afraid of the love that you're showing me
Please baby, pretty please don't let go of me x2
Fighting all the way to the bedroom
never ending darkess is where my fragile head looms
Screaming profanities and I don't even mean to
Deep down inside, I'm afraid that I need you
So I push harder than the gravity that binds you
I am well aware your behavior is fine tuned
I don't want to hurt you, you're beautiful, it shines through
Yeah I cut myself, I did it so I didn't fight you
I apologize, if my actions offend you
but how am I supposed to fucking bleed through a pencil?
Listen to me baby, orchestrated instrumentals
Isn't gonna help me when my health is detrimental
Please don't let go of me, I try to understand you
there is certain things my mentality just can't do
fell into your arms, now I'm waiting for the floor soon
You're evading your doom, you're evading your doom, told you
Even though I'm fighting you,
Please don't let go of me
Please, pretty please don't let go of me
I'm afraid of the love that you're showing me
Please baby, pretty please don't let go of me x2
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Hellion
02:54
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I've never fit a mold, like a vapor..
Different soul, Scripting cold, astringency strikes the paper
I'm in favor, of breaking this fucking station down
bullet for a shot, no basketball, don't play around
Get me? There isn't a rapper I wouldn't outmatch
break the internet until it needs a fucking COM-CAST
all strapped, Satan with a loud pack of hellions
That compact the bones of a Skeleton just to combat
acolytes you summon in, Neophytes couldn't stomach this
I'm Doomguy, go into hell and kill for my bucket list
Sick enough to stick my stick in the clit of a Succubus
If you don't like it, suck my fucking dick
and catch a beating like I threw my heart against you
You're artificial, I'm as natural as your scarring tissues
Sharp as Ginsu blades, you've been afraid of my greatness,
I didn't break, lifted the planet and ricocheted it
syncopated to the rhythm of the war drums
You didn't make it, you fell in the sun and incinerated!
I'm different. I'm a paradox.
Walking in the nuclear fire while others stare and watch
Acidic flame. Fire breathing..
I'm a heathen, screaming loud enough I'm distorting even the lines of Reason
try to keep in the rage inside me but I am leaking..
Somebody put a crack in my SYSTEM... my mind is freezing
Glitching. Gli-Glitching.. Machine inside me speaking
The only thing I'm emitting is ciphers, rhymes and beats in
communication, the birth of the Mutant foretold
Where's he's rhyming, when he's even using morse code
I get my power from Rosetta Stones
Embed them in my genetics and let it go, then I wrote
this verse until the pencil broke
transcribed it on the internet, watered it with similes and let it grow
Fully formed, full fledged rhythm in decibels
This is how you formulate cadence bitches, so stencil notes
...... Do you get it yet?
I only paused cause' I'm demonstrating the scale of it
I'm Alien. I'm bringing your God to the Palladium
So I can staple him to a cross while fucking defacing him
I'm brazen in the rhythm that I make,
Don't give a FUCK if you're offended..
NEVER GAVE A FUCK IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT...
End Chorus:
I'm a God
I'm a Demon
I'm an Angel...
I'm A God
I'm a Demon
I'm an Angel
I'm A God
I'm a Demon
I'm an Angel
I'm a hellion and now I've come against you. x4
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