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Persona Non Grata

by Damien Page

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1.
Catatonia 03:30
I'm staring at you whimper... Counting every shed tear As you whisper to deaf ears with a blizzard of profanity, The familiar phrase.. are you understanding me? Angel, are you afraid? You try to hold me closer, I'm dazed, but so tense That when you try to pull with your strength, I don't bend I see you beg, and with my mind I try to respond but physically, my body's already gone and I'm trying to say something, anything to let you know This is just a merry go round I can't control.. God embedded me and then he hit the pause button You really think that when you were weeping I saw nothing? I absorbed the stimulus, I couldn't react Maybe I'm blind, but you were too dumb to see that Rigid and stiff, in the same fucking position For three hours, and you don't even understand I'm missing You didn't see it from my side Maybe If I dipped you in ice you wouldn't mind How many times you're gonna scream at me Obscenities like I'm the reason that I'm seeing things and freeze, I need some clarity, The cacophony in my head again I didn't need a pill, I needed your love as a medicine I was stepping in your doors as sickly, I couldn't put my feet on the floor as simply As deciding it's time.. put my life on the line Travelling from the west to the East, You promised you'd be protective of me but I'm stiff as a stone because I didn't fit a mold... I am different, you didn't know? I told you I'm miserable, utilized as a stepping stone My heart is a graveyard, You provided the bed of snow Trying to let you go, because I'm realizing you're gonna throw me away but my conscious will never show Any improvement, so when I return.. I'm gonna lose this, and maybe find a way to remain lucid I'm so stiff and pathetic... Pathetic, Baby hold my wrists and tell me I'm worth it.. Please... Just please believe me If I had a way to rid me of this I wouldn't leave I can't speak, I'm still as a statue, with a migraine My brain, decides this to hide pain... Why blame the person that can't handle it I'm nothing but a time bomb and a source of abandonment You didn't see it from my side Maybe If I dipped you in ice you wouldn't mind
2.
wandering with razorblade slits Bleeding in the rain, witnessing my veins drip Struggling to walk, as I stumble in the blackness Staring straight forward, while descending into madness Drinking every drop from the bottle that I have gripped Thinking of my girl, she is sleeping on my mattress Thought about the pattern, suddenly a light flashed Jumping to the side, broken glass and a slight crash landed on the ground, and suddenly I lost it Screaming so loud you could hear from my apartment Then I see my girl Jog, all the way to my face Standing in the rain, tears falling as she vibrates It's so fucking cold, and you didn't bring a jacket Come to think about it I don't think that I have it I don't want your help, I don't care what you're telling me Let go of me, You wanna fucking die in the rain while you're holding me? Even though I'm fighting you, Please don't let go of me Please, pretty please don't let go of me I'm afraid of the love that you're showing me Please baby, pretty please don't let go of me x2 Fighting all the way to the bedroom never ending darkess is where my fragile head looms Screaming profanities and I don't even mean to Deep down inside, I'm afraid that I need you So I push harder than the gravity that binds you I am well aware your behavior is fine tuned I don't want to hurt you, you're beautiful, it shines through Yeah I cut myself, I did it so I didn't fight you I apologize, if my actions offend you but how am I supposed to fucking bleed through a pencil? Listen to me baby, orchestrated instrumentals Isn't gonna help me when my health is detrimental Please don't let go of me, I try to understand you there is certain things my mentality just can't do fell into your arms, now I'm waiting for the floor soon You're evading your doom, you're evading your doom, told you Even though I'm fighting you, Please don't let go of me Please, pretty please don't let go of me I'm afraid of the love that you're showing me Please baby, pretty please don't let go of me x2
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Hellion 02:54
I've never fit a mold, like a vapor.. Different soul, Scripting cold, astringency strikes the paper I'm in favor, of breaking this fucking station down bullet for a shot, no basketball, don't play around Get me? There isn't a rapper I wouldn't outmatch break the internet until it needs a fucking COM-CAST all strapped, Satan with a loud pack of hellions That compact the bones of a Skeleton just to combat acolytes you summon in, Neophytes couldn't stomach this I'm Doomguy, go into hell and kill for my bucket list Sick enough to stick my stick in the clit of a Succubus If you don't like it, suck my fucking dick and catch a beating like I threw my heart against you You're artificial, I'm as natural as your scarring tissues Sharp as Ginsu blades, you've been afraid of my greatness, I didn't break, lifted the planet and ricocheted it syncopated to the rhythm of the war drums You didn't make it, you fell in the sun and incinerated! I'm different. I'm a paradox. Walking in the nuclear fire while others stare and watch Acidic flame. Fire breathing.. I'm a heathen, screaming loud enough I'm distorting even the lines of Reason try to keep in the rage inside me but I am leaking.. Somebody put a crack in my SYSTEM... my mind is freezing Glitching. Gli-Glitching.. Machine inside me speaking The only thing I'm emitting is ciphers, rhymes and beats in communication, the birth of the Mutant foretold Where's he's rhyming, when he's even using morse code I get my power from Rosetta Stones Embed them in my genetics and let it go, then I wrote this verse until the pencil broke transcribed it on the internet, watered it with similes and let it grow Fully formed, full fledged rhythm in decibels This is how you formulate cadence bitches, so stencil notes ...... Do you get it yet? I only paused cause' I'm demonstrating the scale of it I'm Alien. I'm bringing your God to the Palladium So I can staple him to a cross while fucking defacing him I'm brazen in the rhythm that I make, Don't give a FUCK if you're offended.. NEVER GAVE A FUCK IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT... End Chorus: I'm a God I'm a Demon I'm an Angel... I'm A God I'm a Demon I'm an Angel I'm A God I'm a Demon I'm an Angel I'm a hellion and now I've come against you. x4

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released May 8, 2016

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