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This song is about someone who hurt me and how I deal with it.. or at least trying my hardest to deal with it. Sometimes; the pain of a broken heart lingers around like a shadow comprised of agony, and it's as suffocating as ashy air in a burning building.
lyrics
Now it's apparent that you're lying the most
Trying to boast, lucky, I don't stick a knife in your throat
You were the sun to my night, where the hell are you now?
Drinking away sorrow, while you're there, telling the crowd
I was the bad one? Please, I don't care for the lie
at least carry the cries you buried inside
It's scary that I, was able to tear through my pride
With a fable labeled as a marriage and I
Fell for it like a prick, but my heart had felt for it
'Cause I didn't wanna be one that to forfiet
couldn't raise the stress with a fork-lift
I'm tortured inside my own torch and I'm forcing my own skin
to get tough enough where I'm leaving the past
Shattered a ceramic heart, but I'm keeping the glass
Writing with a broken soul, no need for a cast
It's about time I release the demon at last
and I didn't need to GO BACK
But my heart broke so bad I felt my rib bones crack
and it's sad that I'm breaking again
when love fades like ashes blown away in the wind. x2
I sliced deep til I'm breaking my veins
You gave life, and it's sad that you take it away
I promised myself that I'm not gonna beg
Even though I sweat blood on a hospital bed
I want to give up, Love is a poisonous gift
Replaced with the hate and the joy that it gives
Take it away, I don't know what it is
That you did, but my soul getting frozen and stiff
and I know that I'm sick, I refuse to be fixed
I'm a phoenix, rising from the ashes of a genius
Lacking with compassion and I mean it
It doesn't even matter that I'm shattered and between this, is Jesus
and Satan, waiting, which side will I choose next
Looking for a chair, I don't know where a noose is
Abusive, in the love that you gave me
and since I went back I am certain I'm crazy
and maybe, every ounce of hate that defamed me
Was the chain made to enslave and detain me
Well it's about time that I break the chains
and be released like endorphins that escape the brain
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