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This is a song about my addiction and the problems I had with it.
lyrics
I killed many guardian angels, I scorched enough feathers
As my spirit thaws in the fire of burning love letters
I'm dissolving in silence, bawling inside a tightened
grip, and I saw my empire crumble beside it
gathering pills to lessen the demons
Opiate bottles, I open it, swallow, mentally weakened
Withdrawal, my mattress turns to a water bed
This all, never even mattered as I crawled to it
The funny part of it, is no one even noticed it
Even though I ransacked every medicine cabinet
actually I fiend it in my blood when I think about
the numbness that I felt, and all the pain that I was leaving out
You think it's happiness? I told you!
Gaze at my left arm, appreciate what it shows you
Percocets, nervous twitch, even though I'm certain it's
a worthless gift, it's the best present that I ever had
and even though it hurts to remember that
my Mom was in a tight spot, all I did was burn her back
I don't even need the trust though
Following the winds of change, listen as the gusts blow
It's ridiculous, I'd lie about
the drugs I take, they'd analyze, but they're never finding out
Tear ducts are drying out, crying out my lying mouth
I talk about the numbness, what the FUCK you think I write about?
It's apparent that I'm torn in two
Open up the pages of Damien and read the story through
I am vacant, and crazed, wasting away inside
I'll take a blade just to scrape my veins so I stay alive
Damien Page is a liar, I need to say goodbye
Every day I live is a day closer to pain and lies
A collection of tracks from the singer and multi-disciplinary artist's 111 collaboration series, featuring KMRU, Laraaji, and others. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 25, 2024
