wandering with razorblade slits
Bleeding in the rain, witnessing my veins drip
Struggling to walk, as I stumble in the blackness
Staring straight forward, while descending into madness
Drinking every drop from the bottle that I have gripped
Thinking of my girl, she is sleeping on my mattress
Thought about the pattern, suddenly a light flashed
Jumping to the side, broken glass and a slight crash
landed on the ground, and suddenly I lost it
Screaming so loud you could hear from my apartment
Then I see my girl Jog, all the way to my face
Standing in the rain, tears falling as she vibrates
It's so fucking cold, and you didn't bring a jacket
Come to think about it I don't think that I have it
I don't want your help, I don't care what you're telling me
Let go of me, You wanna fucking die in the rain while you're holding me?

Even though I'm fighting you,
Please don't let go of me
Please, pretty please don't let go of me
I'm afraid of the love that you're showing me
Please baby, pretty please don't let go of me x2

Fighting all the way to the bedroom
never ending darkess is where my fragile head looms
Screaming profanities and I don't even mean to
Deep down inside, I'm afraid that I need you
So I push harder than the gravity that binds you
I am well aware your behavior is fine tuned
I don't want to hurt you, you're beautiful, it shines through
Yeah I cut myself, I did it so I didn't fight you
I apologize, if my actions offend you
but how am I supposed to fucking bleed through a pencil?
Listen to me baby, orchestrated instrumentals
Isn't gonna help me when my health is detrimental
Please don't let go of me, I try to understand you
there is certain things my mentality just can't do
fell into your arms, now I'm waiting for the floor soon
You're evading your doom, you're evading your doom, told you

Even though I'm fighting you,
Please don't let go of me
Please, pretty please don't let go of me
I'm afraid of the love that you're showing me
Please baby, pretty please don't let go of me x2